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From Miseducation Of Lauryn Hill - Track 09 - Featuring Mary J. Blige: Now I don't, I used to love him, Now I don't, now I don't Lauryn (Mary in background): As I look at what I've done The type of life that I've lived How many things I pray the father will forgive One situation involved a young man He was the ocean and I was the sand He stole my heart like a thief in the night Dulled my senses and blurred my sight And I used to love him Chorus: I used to love him, (but) now I don't Now I don't I used to love him, (but) now I don't Now I don't Mary (Lauryn in background): I chose the road of passion and pain Sacrificed too much and waited in vain Gave up my power ceased being queen Addicted to love like the drug of a fiend Lauryn: See torn and confused wasted and used Mary: Reached the crossroad which path would I choose Lauryn: Stuck and frustrated I waited, debated Mary: For something to happen that just wouldn't fitted Lauryn: Thought what I wanted was something I needed Mary: When momma said no I just should have heeded Lauryn: Misled I bled till the poison was gone Mary: And out of the darkness arrived the sweet dawn Chorus: Now I don't I used to love him, (but) now I don't Now I don't I used to love him, (but) now I don't Now I don't Lauryn: Father you saved me and showed me that life Was much more than being some foolish man's wife Mary: Showed me that love was respect and devotion Greater than planet and deeper than any ocean Lauryn: See my soul was weary but now it's replenished Mary: Content because that part of my life is finished Lauryn: I see him sometimes in the look in his eye Mary: Is one of a man whose lost treasures untold Lauryn: But my heart is gold see I took back my soul Mary: And totally let my creator control Lauryn & Mary: The life which was his (x4) to begin with... Chorus: Now I don't I used to love him, now I don't Now I don't I used to love him, now I don't Now I don't (repeated till end)